I think it sounds like the whole thing kinda sucked. I'm sorry.
[He carefully avoids looking too much, sensing that Tsukki won't want to be scritinised right now. Instead he stares at his own hands, wondering why he can't use them just a little better. Be a little less clumsy. Maybe taller, and more able to think on his feet, too. If he had more raw talent, maybe he could have gone along, too. And then Tsukki wouldn't have had to grit his teeth through the whole experience all alone.
...He shakes his head. Getting caught up in self-loathing isn't going to help anything. He has to focus on Tsukki right now.]
I'm still amazed they let him stay. I mean, that's gotta be unprecedented, right?
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Date: 2021-10-27 04:35 am (UTC)[He carefully avoids looking too much, sensing that Tsukki won't want to be scritinised right now. Instead he stares at his own hands, wondering why he can't use them just a little better. Be a little less clumsy. Maybe taller, and more able to think on his feet, too. If he had more raw talent, maybe he could have gone along, too. And then Tsukki wouldn't have had to grit his teeth through the whole experience all alone.
...He shakes his head. Getting caught up in self-loathing isn't going to help anything. He has to focus on Tsukki right now.]
I'm still amazed they let him stay. I mean, that's gotta be unprecedented, right?