[For some inexplicable reason, explaining his own idiocy actually helps to calm Suga's breathing, until his voice is almost steady by the end.]
... I knew exactly how this would go and that's why I never bothered... or I thought that was why, but now I think that was just my stupid way of holding onto some kind of hope. If you're never rejected, there's always a chance you never would've been! Like Schrödinger's Confession or something.
But then someone got into my head about honesty and trust between friends and now... what? He knows and feels awful for never realizing it himself, I know 100% for absolutely certain that he doesn't feel the same about me. What did that help?!
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Date: 2024-05-02 12:44 am (UTC)[For some inexplicable reason, explaining his own idiocy actually helps to calm Suga's breathing, until his voice is almost steady by the end.]
... I knew exactly how this would go and that's why I never bothered... or I thought that was why, but now I think that was just my stupid way of holding onto some kind of hope. If you're never rejected, there's always a chance you never would've been! Like Schrödinger's Confession or something.
But then someone got into my head about honesty and trust between friends and now... what? He knows and feels awful for never realizing it himself, I know 100% for absolutely certain that he doesn't feel the same about me. What did that help?!