Yeah, I guess that's right. If there was one "moment," it was probably the first time I played setter in a game we won - something clicked when I realized I'd found my place. That celebration felt different.

[That's still gradual, though, compared to a single moment in time like Tsukki's block.]

There have been some moments this year when I've really felt like my place still belonged to me, though. Those are more... singular.